APSU is not at all a bad school.
however, it has no middle ground.
either you LOVE it of you HATE it.
and for me, it's HATE.
i cannot stand that school.
i'm in between two choices right now.
i've ALWAYS wanted to go to Emory.
even before i applied to colleges thats where I wanted to go.
but that did not work out the first time around for various reasons.
my second choice is University of Central Florida.
i like that school a lot, but of course i'll have to visit and what not first.
now my three problems: money, track, and credits.
i have NO earthly clue of how i would pay to attend either of these schools.
i don't want to take out too many loans because paying them off will SUCK.
and i'm not yet eligible for financial aid.
i won't be until my junior or senior year. is it really worth leaving at that point?
then there is track. both of these schools have track teams.
which is GREAT. but idk if i can get on the track team.
i'm a decent athlete, but i'm not great. idk how good they are?
then there are my credits. i don't want to end up in school a year longer just bc i did not like APSU.
i don't know if all my credits will transfer. i don't wanna re-take classes.
but as much as that would suck it is the LEAST of my concern.
i finally told mommy that i wanted to leave
her response: "if you can find a way to pay for it go right ahead"
and i told my brother
he is super excited.
"i totally think you should do it! that would be great! i'll help you figure it out".
and my best friend. he said do it too.
so i have the support of those i love.
it's just getting out there and doing it.
when this was just an idea it was easier to think about.
but the closer it comes to reality
[and it's still SUPER far away]
the more afraid i get.
both of these schools are completely different cities.
different STATES.
i don't know anyone. no one knows me.
but the more i think about that
it may just be EXACTLY what i need.
i guess it's time to start praying about it.
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