stevie wonder moment.

I keep having people tell me they are so proud of me.
They see me maturing, getting focused, and doing big things with my life.

I wish [with everything in me] that I could see what they are seeing.
because right about now i'm feeling like stevie wonder.
haha. seriously though...
I don't see any of what they are seeing.

I actually feel like they should not be proud of me at all.
I feel like I should be doing SO MUCH MORE.
In my eyes i'm not doing much of anything right.

I [for just one day] wish I could see myself through someone else's eyes.