i'm a little behind.

*i missed two days; this is to my parents and sibling :)*

Nsilo,
I don’t even know where to start with you, haha. I love you more than words can describe. I love you more than life itself. From the day I was born pretty much we were inseparable as kids. It’s crazy how close we were. And you loved me intensely despite the fact that I called you sissy! Lol. Yeah, we went through our little phase when we did not get along. But that’s just life for ya. I’m glad we got over that. There are so many things in my life I would have never been able to accomplish if it were not for you. I don’t think I would be as strong and as tough as I am if it were not for you. No matter what happens I know I can always count on my brother for WHATEVER I need. I know that if you can help me you will, and if you can’t you will find a way for me to be helped. I can’t thank you enough for being the most amazing big brother a girl could ask for. I’m glad that we are still close, and I’m sure we will be this way for the rest of our lives. You are my best friend, seriously. I love youuuuuuuuuu!!! And I cannot wait till one of us makes it big and we get this boat you have been dreaming of. It’s going to be epic.

Love,
Your little sister :)

Dad,
I was too young to remember this, but as I’ve been told I was daddy’s little girl as a child. I was always right next to you. I always wanted to help you fix things. I loved going to workout with you. Everything you did, I wanted to do it too. But then you and mommy separated, and we left. I’m not sure what happened after that. However, whatever it was took a strain on our relationship. Despite how much you get on my nerves, and despite the qualities in you that I cannot stand at all…I have to say thank you. I would not be where I am today without you. You have taught me SO many things in life, and you have been the source of so many smiles. Even though I rarely express it I do love you with all of my heart. Thank you for everything you have done for me, good and bad, because without it I would not be who I am today.

Love,
Your daughter

Mommy,
This one, I really don’t know where to start. From birth to now I have been attached to you at the hip. You could not go anywhere or do anything without me by your side when I was a little kid (and by little kid I mean all the way up through high school, and probably now if you were not in T&T). There is nothing in the world that can explain to you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. You have put up with A LOT from me, and for that I am truly sorry. I admire you in everything you do. You are the strongest woman I have ever had the opportunity to meet. You raised two kids on your own, the majority of the time. You did everything in your power to keep smiles on our faces. You sacrificed everything just for the things Nsilo and I wanted. Not even just the things we needed, but WANTED. You have the biggest heart ever known. Despite your anti-social ways, if someone needs something it is rare for you to hesitate to help them. Everyone tells me I am my mother’s child in every sense of the phrase, looks and personality. I light up every time someone tells me that because honestly, you are who I want to be when I grow up. I can only hope to be half as strong, half as caring, and half as amazing as you are. I miss you like crazyyyyy, but I have finally come to terms with this. I realize this is something you needed to do for you, and there is no way I can argue with that because of everything you have done for me. I love you mommy, times infinity and more!!

Love,
Your little girl :)