it's encoded in my DNA, i swear.

I am SO sick of making EVERYONE else happy at my own expense, but I canNOT stop. I KNOW it’s IMPOSSIBLE to make everyone happy because someone will always be upset. But I can’t stop trying, and the person that ends up unhappy about the situation is me. Wonderful… :/

[noted. the contrast of moods in the last two posts, but hey..."it be like that sometimes" in the words of a friend of mine].