99% of my time is spent taking care of those around me.
[WARNING: this is not to be interpreted as a complaint or any annoyance with those i take care of. simply a realization].
I have the type of personality that cares more about others than myself.
I'll hurt myself just to make someone else happy.
I'm still slowly learning that I canNOT make EVERYONE happy.
it's a hard lesson to learn when thats all you've always done.
but for this one time. I want to consider my feelings, and only mine.
in this one aspect of my life i'm going to do this for ME and God.
instead of worrying about everyone else's feelings.
[WARNING: this is not to be interpreted as a complaint or any annoyance with those i take care of. simply a realization].
I have the type of personality that cares more about others than myself.
I'll hurt myself just to make someone else happy.
I'm still slowly learning that I canNOT make EVERYONE happy.
it's a hard lesson to learn when thats all you've always done.
but for this one time. I want to consider my feelings, and only mine.
in this one aspect of my life i'm going to do this for ME and God.
instead of worrying about everyone else's feelings.
This really pertains more so to just two people.
I can no longer hurt myself trying to make you two happy.
sorry if I hurt you.
I assure you it was in no way intentional.
i love you.
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