There has not been a day since I met you that you have not been on my mind. It’s actually quite ridiculous how much I think about you. However, as of lately my thoughts have not been so pleasant. I hate what our relationship has become. I hate what i have let it become. I wish I could go back and stop this terrible circle I’m (we're) now stuck in, but I can’t. So, now I must break the circle. I keep thinking of ways to do it, but I keep second guessing thinking it won’t work. That’s probably because we have both tried to break this circle multiple times, but we always end up back in it. I wonder if any of what I feel due to this, you feel. I doubt it, but it’s a thought. Anyhow, I have to get out of this circle. I’ve got to get out of it fast. I pray and hope I don’t lose you in the process (i think my fear of that has stopped me from efforts of getting out of it). But, I love you baby no matter what happens.
Love,
a girl thats always got your back!
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