this is only the beginning...

i figure this is a great time to introduce you to the poetic side of myself. this was written quite sometime ago, and the ONLY reason i am posting this one is because it's the last thing i have written. i have not written in months :/. however, slowly but surely, my inspiration and passion for writing is coming back. expect more and better! :)

date written: september 21st, 2009.

Untitled:

dreaming ever so peacefully

with no intentions of waking 

from the sweetest thoughts 

of you and me falling

so deeply in love

hoping intensely for a chance

hoping for what we could grow to be.

but slowly my dreams taking a turn

nightmares cloud my thoughts

and i'm losing my grip on hope

yet still to you i cling

holding onto something that is not there

no love. no passion. no overbearing joy.

just the right words at the right time

and a naive little girl

as i lay in your arms

and reality is lost

i become the director

of my own perfect movie

you love me. i love you.

nothing can break us.

until i call cut, and walk

towards back stage.

chaos overtakes me and i am

lost. lost for words.

perfection crumbles

revealing the truth.

i'm forced to face it. forced to accept it.

reality punches me, and you are no longer who i thought you were.

water fills my eyes, and my vision is blurred

but i take off towards stage

and yell...

LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION.

and everything falls back into place

before the first tear can caress my cheek.

this wasnever finished. this is a VERY ROUGH draft. maybe, one day, i'll finish it. who knows?

i hope you like <3.