off/on

4 turn offs:

1. Arrogance. 2. Extreme sagging. 3. Lack of ambition. 4. Lack of depth.

3 turn ons:

1. BEAUTIFUL smile :). I love those. <- thats how he got me hooked, lol :).  2. Ambition. 3. Sense of humor.

1. MOMMYYY! <3. 

2. My big brothers. [NAJA & JW]

3. The boyfriend. [EC]

4. THE best friend. [LRT]

5. Brailyn & his daddy, Ross. :)

6 "I wish I never..."

1. I wish I never had sex.

2. I wish I never had sex with him.

3. I wish I never broke up with him the first time. 

4. I wish I didn’t make those drunken phone calls on those nights.

5. I wish I didn’t get too drunk to remember the rest of my night at the strip club. 

6. I wish I never signed up for this STUPID online art appreciation class. 

"Always in my head...."

1. My boyfriend.

2. School.

3. My future. Whether or not things are going to turn out the way I want them to.

4. Weed. [which sucks seeing that i’m in the process of stopping smoking!].

5. My mommyy!

6. Myself. Not in a conceited way, but like… I don’t understand myself and the things I do at times so I spend a lot of time trying to understand.

7. Music!

9 things about...MEEE:)

1. I have a boyfriend that lives 8 hours away :(. And as much as it sucks…my favorite part about our relationship is how close we are without having sex :). We have a very rare relationship, and it took me forever to figure that out. We are PERFECT for each other in every sense of the word. He's the man i'm going to marry. I love him <3. 

2. I HATE HATE HATE HATE when people don’t trust me. But I have a hard time trusting. Terrible, I know. 

3. I run track because I NEEED to stay in shape, but I really hate track. Like, I wish I could be on the team and work out with them and stuff and NOT have to go to the track meets. That would be BOMB! 

4. Forensic psychology is my passion. I want to do it sooo bad. But i’m a little afraid of it. I may change my mind. Who knows? 

5. I just moved into an apt with my roommate. IT’S FUCKING AWESOME! 

6. I’m a gymnastics coach. And although I complain about my job pretty much everyday… I really do love those kids. Some of them are the reason I smile :). 

7. I love new things. A little too much actually. I tend to throw my ENTIRE self into things that are new to me, which often times results in forgetting about the old. I always return at some point tho. Well, most times. 

8. I make simple things complex, and complex things simple. I’m actually really backwards. I care toooo much about things most people would consider frivilous, but not enough about things most people would consider a really big deal. 

9. In 2.5 years, a little less actually, if my plan goes accordingly I will be moving out of TN and going to grad school and moving in with my boyfriend. That means I have >2.5yrs to get my life together. The reality of that sucks because that time is going to FLYYYYYYY and i’m going to have to do some FAST growing up. However, I am super excited and kinda ready for it to happen like… NOW :D. I think i’ll handle it superbly.

Day 1...

1. Mommy; I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I know you are going through a hard time right now, and I HATE to see you hurting like this. However, I know how strong you are. I got my strength from you. I’m here for you in anyway I can and know how. You’ll make it through. Love you!

2. “Best friend”; It’s interesting to me how you say “It was never JUST about the sex. It was our friendship, our constant communication, our easy conversations. That’s what I loved about our friendship”…. Yet, the minute I say the sex is done and that i'm in a relationship you no longer speak to me. Ha, that's fine because i'm doing amazingly well without you. 

3. Roommate; I FUCKING LOVE YOU. I’m so glad that my first apartment is with you. I would not want to share this with anyone else. 

4. Dad; Don’t call me and go off on me and tell me “You know what, don’t even bother calling anymore I never wanna speak to you again” and then call me a few days later and leave a voicemail like nothing ever happened. I'm gonna need you to make your bi-polar mind up please and thank you sir. 

5. Brother; I love you and I miss you. That is all.

6. BESTEST FRIEND; I fucking love you, but you knew that already. So, I guess there isn’t really anything for me to tell you. I just wanted you to have a number :). 

7. Step-dad; You’re a bitch, and I hope karma comes back to bite you in the ass. That is all.

8. Yezzy; I haven't known you that long, but we've gotten pretty close in a short time. I love you [more than you love me]. This semester is gonna suck without you, and I can't wait for you to come back!! But I do know that i BETTER see your ass between now and then! :D. 

9. Lenora; I'm praying for you babydoll. I love you! 

10. Babyy; The best for last :). 2+ years is a longgggggg time :(. I hate that it's going to be that long until I get to wake up to your face on a daily basis, but it'll all be worth it. I know we can make it. I love you more than life itself, and i'm so glad that I get to share my life with you. I'm praying that were done with this off and on ish because i've grown quite attached to being on :). You're the BESTTT boyfriend in the world and I can't wait till the day I get to call you my fiance and after that my husband and after that the father of my children. I love you <3. 

10 day challenge...

Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Nine things about yourself.

Eight ways to win your heart.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Six things you wish you’d never done.

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Four turn offs.

Three turn ons.

Two smileys that describe your life right now.

One confession.

[I may have done this before, but umm...I wanna do it again. I'm sure it'll be different :)].