:)

They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do just as well – you just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.

even tho i'm sure you don't care, i'm going to tell you anyway :)

i’m taking a leave of abscence for a while.
a hiatus I suppose you could say.
social networks, cyber venting, & cyber entertainment has taken over my life.

I need a BREAK from technology. I need more human interaction in my life.  

there will be LIMITED time spent on:
blogger.
tumblr. 
twitter.
facebook <- well that’s been deactivated for good so no more of that period. 

[sidenote: twitter might get deleted here soon too. it’s actually quite overrated.just as i suspected. i should have just stuck with my FUCK TWITTER mentality. ohwell.] [sub sidenote: this LIMITED time may turn into not being on at all. no worries if that happens, i’ll be back in due time!]

anywho…taking time to…
not really sure what i’m taking time for, actually. 
i just feel like i need to take time for something. 
maybe just to focus on me, my relationships with people, my relationship with God, and school.

yeah, i think that is a great thing to take time for. 

Tata loves <3.

just my thoughts today.

"Dear Heartbreaker,

Whatever I may have done to deserve to get my heart broken or even if I did nothing, all I can do is pray that at whatever point in my life this occurs that I am strong enough to handle it. I also hope that your heart is not broken in the process. It hurts me more to hurt someone else than to be hurt myself.

Love,
the heartbroken (eventually)"

I posted this not too long ago, a few months actually. Well...the heartbreak came a lot faster than I ever expected. & I am strong enough to deal with you, although I would much rather NOT deal with it because it's not easy at all. But I was definitely incorrect. Being heartbroken hurts worse than breaking a heart, but don't underestimate the pain of hurting someone else because that hurts like hell also.

& big girls don't cry...

one of my BIGGEST pet peeves...

is when you talk to me like i'm just another girl.
it kinda hurts, fyi.

"If they are stupid enough to love you AFTER you broke their heart, I guarantee you, they are the one" - Anonymous

#true story.

yep. i love you.

[this is so true].